Christmas & My Demon
- Surviving Breast Cancer
- 21 hours ago
- 1 min read
By Jill Rackham
Life beyond cancer has given me a little Demon in my head.
Having a mirror held up to my own mortality left me with some feelings I dread.
Christmas makes my Demon super active and full of thought.
Reminding me of my challenges and the new normal cancer brought.
At times the Demon goes quiet but Christmas seems to make him talk nonstop.
Reminding me of Christmases gone by, the overwhelming thoughts make my mind want to pop.
Sadness, anxiety, disbelief and a feeling that life can be so unfair.
The Demon is great at bringing me these, but at Christmas... really I despair!
So onwards and upwards in life I always strive to go.
Hoping the Demon will leave me so happy thoughts can flow.
I'm wishing for a joyful time this Christmas by creating new memories with my family.
Going for walks, lots of chatting, eating chocolates, watching a film or three.
Each Christmas post cancer definitely has a new meaning to me.
I'm much more reflective and appreciate life, embracing all that is to be!
So along with many others living beyond cancer we do the best we can.
Holding onto a positive mental attitude I think is the best plan.
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